
Unwanted love goes
beyond the path laid in hedge rows
into wilderness.

Unwanted love goes
beyond the path laid in hedge rows
into wilderness.
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I love my country
With a passion so fierce I
Weep like the willow.

We were assigned to write an essay on the theme
preserving democracy for the American Legion or VFW
contest. I forget which group sponsored the contest, it seems.
I recall the solemn moment I realized the cost of loss of democracy
as I pondered the yet-to-be-written script of how it could be done.
Democracy could be lost and its greatest strength laid askew
across our inattentive road to future growth and glory,
an old and Founding-of-America story.
As if !
As if !
I scoffed at myself as I looked around and listened to
the soldiers, sailors and airmen recently returned from WWII.
Those who fought against fascism and for democracy over there
would never permit freedom’s loss here. They would not !
And yet !
And yet !
I could clearly see all around me the powerful need
of individuals cowered by fear of others’ success.
“Keeping up with the Joneses” had become a litany,
a passion, a way of life, that had become de rigeur.
The challenge of battles now laid aside no longer sustained the pride.
Competing to win became a holy grail.
Leagues formed for bowlers and ballers;
their boys played Little League as parents hollered.
Trophies filled up cases with virtuous wins.
Still, this was not enough to satisfy anyone.
I heard the call and response to the world all around me,
“At least I am free, white and twenty-one.”
What ?
What ?
Free, I understood. That is what America stands for, right ?
But, white ? How is that a right and why does it matter ?
Where was that coming from? Where was that fight ?
On the movie screen with John Wayne and his troops
who pushed Native people aside and onto reservations
to avoid annihilation, hiding American’s need to claim
a false superiority, to be better than someone, anyone.
For if we are all equal, none of us can be better than another.
On the television screen we saw burning crosses held aloft
by robed and hooded Southerners hiding their sense of inferiority.
In the North the inferiority hid secretly, under false pride
that claimed no true victory over the South’s perfidy
when it refused to stay within the nation, and hurt our surety
that our Union of States could survive as equal and free
despite the legacy of enslaving people who should be free.
Viet-Nam was aflame, bombed and napalmed in our name.
Those old enough to fight and die were too young
to buy a drink or vote. Most not yet twenty-one.
Ah, I see.
Ah, I see.
And so I did not write an essay; but, a play.
Two characters with Iron Curtain names to delay
the defensive need to deny the truth I would display.
A young nephew visited his uncle in jail,
conversing through the bars of his cell,
trying to understand how it came to be his uncle
was not, and never would be, free.
The 1st. Amendment had become distorted by media,
by political ads and an opposition party
who eschewed the growing power of those formerly subdued
to salve white supremacy, and simple jealousy.
The 2d. Amendment had become distorted by the NRA and KKK;
armed to the teeth they would say is the only way
to keep America white and free as it was meant to be.
“Be careful, young nephew,” his uncle warned.
There are those who would do you harm to silence you.
“Elections no longer count, when the count is misconstrued.”
Only in the final moment, of the final scene, we knew
freedom had been lost in the USA at some time hence.
Freedom is only as strong as me and you, equals
not better than one another, Americans all.
Vote now before America falls.
It took over 60 years to see the words I put on the page
that long ago day, become reality.
The wars fought long ago never ended.
Because human beings always need to know
they are enough, though never better than another, though flawed.
They are treasured and loved more than money and profit.
America need not fall; but, you must vote for those
who recognize who you are and what you could become.
For those who see the possibility of a future
where all men, women and children are the true treasure
of a nation where all are free to engage in democracy.
Vote now. Not for the past; but, for a future that can last.
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A paradise of glowing lights
A golden day full of shining joy
A warm haven vanquishing the darkness
A thousand diyas smiling a glorious smile
A thousand heads bowing in prayer
Diwali is the most magical festival
It’s a celebration of victory of good over evil
It’s a celebration of happiness and prosperity
It’s a celebration of love and togetherness.
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If Republicans take control of the House.
McCarthy promises Putin wins.
Not just in Ukraine,
to whom McCarthy says he will refuse aid
which we now give to fight off blood and bone Russians
using real Iranian drones and North Korean missiles.
Worse or not, McCarthy also refuses
to fight Russians within,
hidden behind the faces of Republicans
who spout Russian lies
while taking Russian cash
to increase adds to propagandize
and fill their pockets.
“Oh! What tangled web we weave
when first we practice to deceive.”
A refrain that never ends;
not with Trump, nor Guiliani, nor Rubio,
nor Lindsey, nor Dewine, nor La Rose, nor Yost,
nor so many others, too numerous to list
who would sell their souls
for a dollar or a ruble…
or simply….re-election.
Such a defection to the other side
is not partisan politics.
That died long ago.
The defection is to Russia
and autocrats who control
all the wealth and power
they can lay hands on,
as if blessed by the hands of Christian nationalists
such as Flynn, and preachers like him,
who protests women’s control in privacy
which expands to every human right
which threatens us with autocrats’ control.
Go vote, for Putin. Vote Republican!
And soon, you will need to hide
not just your money and your pride
but your women and your children;
you know, those you think you own.
You don’t and never have.
They are not yours to give away.
But, they are yours to protect.
But, it seems I forget
you stopped that long ago.
Filed under POETRY

FRECKLE ON THE EYE
Freckle on the eye,
needs to be watched closely or
our vision may die.
Freckle on the eye
distorts image on our lens,
turns truth into lie.
Freckle on the eye,
from staring too long at their
narcissistic cries.
Freckle on the eye
make us so blind that we must
follow their sighs.
Freckle on the eye
leads to paths we had hoped
never to follow blind.
Freckle on the eye.
who knew such things existed ?
Seems, not you, nor I.
Freckle on the eye,
democracy may be lost
by those unwilling to see
their vote may kill the world’s
greatest democracy.
Freckle on the eye
of candidates refusing to see
they are the blind leading the blind.
Filed under POETRY

Frost rises before dawn and flees the garden bed
before Sun can catch her in her splendor.
Faster than squirrels she runs across fields and rivulets
leaving white crystals trailing behind in a momentary glittery shine
across the folds of orange and gold left by falling leaves
that shimmer in the slight breeze of Sun-warmed air
to prepare us for the day to come.
Each morning I rise and try to catch Frost by surprise,
but she is too slick, too quick; and I, now too slow.
She laughs in my face with icy breath until I am so cold
my limbs tremble as the those of the trees shedding leaves.
I shed my earthly dreams as frost awakens me to journeys ahead.
Frost is a fleeting thing, reminding me that I am, too.
Frost has turned my hair white; it seems, overnight.
And so I say, “Good morning, Frost.”
And she replies, “Good morning, you.”
Such days are numbered, and too few.
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“I just need 11,000 votes.”
“Give me a break.”
Sounds eerily like saying to my daddy,
when I was just a wee lassie,
“I just need $5.00.”
And my Republican dad would reply,
“And I need a hole in my head!”
And that was the end to that.
Because, I had sense
to know when the game was up,
to know I had lost,
to know I was on my own.
And because, I knew I could do
what I needed to do on my own
I’d get on with life and make it great.
I did not need fawning crowds
shouting hateful slogans aloud
at my Dad, who was right to deny
my weak-kneed pleas to ease my need
for the latest toy, candy, or cookie delight.
My Republican dad believed
in working his way using his labor and mind
to put food on our table and a roof overhead.
He did not run scams on neighbors
nor friends, nor even total strangers.
My Republican dad, whose Democratic friends
exchanged ideas with him every day
on how to keep our nation great
kept an open mind and used it to find solutions
to unite and expand everyone’s rights
to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness;
especially, for his children and theirs.
My Republican dad would be turning in his grave.
A conscience stronger than partisanship
would not let him accept such gamesmanship.
I can hear his response to election deniers,
whining while shouting, debased town-criers,
“You talk like a man with a paper hat!”
And that, folks, would be that!

Is the line between dreams and wakefulness
the same line as that between
lies and truth ?
Do those who refuse to be awoken
simply prefer to live in their dream world
where their power knows only those bounds
they tie about themselves
and feel able to loosen as they choose?
It is said the more educated one is the easier
it is to believe conspiracy theories.
Sheer ignorance does allow a lie to fly.
But, worse, are those who choose
to remain ignorant of truth by staying asleep.
They decry being woke as if facing truth
is too painful, too uncomfortable, to know it.
Incongruence is unsettling as any scholar knows.
We search for meaning in everything.
We want the pieces to fit in the puzzles we work.
When the pieces do not fit, we become angry
and blame the puzzle pieces and take satisfaction
in wiping them off the table.
Perhaps, if we could be brave enough to truly see,
the truth could set us free to choose pieces of reality
as it is when we are woke, not when we dream
of being more than we really are.
The truth is we are not perfect but we are enough.
Who told us we were not enough matters not.
Parents, wives, children, bosses ?
Conditional love leaves us bereft enough
to prefer the dream to such reality.
But, we are so much more than dreams.
if only we could realize we are loved, unconditionally.
Realize means living real lives.
And so I wake you from your dream
of superior being and dreamer of lies
to say I love you, just as you are.
Stay awake with me. There is work to be done.
A lot has piled up since you closed your eyes to truth.
I need you by my side to work within reality,
not with false pride; but, with opened eyes.
“You shall know the truth
and the truth shall set you free.”
And I shall love you through eternity.

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SEEING IS BELIEVING
Do you remember diagramming sentences. Your answer will tell me how old you are. It is a part of the human condition to believe what we know is the full truth. That what we perceive is full reality. My first science project in school led me to state finals and a blue ribbon. The title was “Seeing is believing ?” I studied optical illusions and, created activities demonstrating how what we see is not what really is. It was a mind-opening experience for me and for those who came to my table display. It started a need within me to open minds and challenge thoughts.
My second science project was the new (then) study of genetics. I was particularly interested in how RNA carried messages from the DNA throughout the body. Planaria have an ability to regenerate themselves. Cut off the upper half and it regrows a new upper half. The implications from that study left me in awe of possibilities such as regenerative limbs, eyes, body organs. It also made me question leadership and political growth and regrowth of political parties. For example, I wondered what the Asian subcontinent would have looked like if the British had embraced Ghandi rather than destroy him. Cutting off the leadership of a group may simply create regrowth one finds even more difficult to deal with. What if Martin Luther King and Malcolm X had been embraced instead of assassinated?
Of course, those RNA studies also prepared me to be first in line for Covid vaccination using MRNA technology. Medicine is on a new frontier since the human genome was mapped. Continued research opens up myriad possibilities for human health. As usual, when I think of physical health it also stirs an interest in emotional and psychological health. RNA is on the forefront of research of mental health as well. Then, I wonder what lessons such research teaches us about the social health of our communities, institutions, political structures and all groups.
The United States is singular as a nation which daily adds new DNA to its mix through immigration. Immigration is our RNA carrying new ideas, new ways of perceiving, new challenges to our perception of reality and opening our minds to previously unthought-of possibilities. Immigration is the source of our American body’s innovation and intellectual wealth which fuels our national economy.
Years ago I read articles decrying our education system because our students did not perform so well as Chinese students on standardized tests for comparison of intellectual status. What those articles seldom mentioned was that American students far outpaced students from other nations when creativity and innovation in problem solving was being measured. Instead of recognizing where our strength lies and enhancing teaching methodology to accommodate and pursue such strengths, politicians inserted their nationalistic noses into education and began requiring more standardized tests, more frequently, with worse results. Teachers now “teach to the test” instead of “to the student.”
Now, under the guise of American nationalism, Republicans push to control education even more by banning books, firing and un-licensing teachers who teach about racism, sexism, gender, and anything that even hints at a non-monolithic American (read white-male)identity and belief system. Such arrogant and ignorant intervention will not only destroy our educational system and those who are educated by it; it will destroy our national economy, Indeed, it will destroy our very nation itself. Such fools admire autocrats such as Turkey’s Erdogan, Belarus’ Lukashenko, China’s Xi, Russia’s Putin and Hungary’s Orban ; and American governors such as Florida’s DeSantis, Texas’ Abbot and others like Ohio’s DeWine who play footsie with such autocrats as Trump, McCarthy, Jordan et al. Republican politicians pay state visits, dine at their table, and praise them for their “strong” (iron-fisted) leadership; offering them as examples of the type of leadership America needs.
Voters should be wary of what they see in paid political ads, many funded by dollars given to fake charitable organizations (PACS) which are in fact propaganda machines, often carrying talking points prepared by foreign governments intent on undermining American democracy. Why would foreign autocratic leaders want to undermine democracy? Money! Autocrats do not simply control the lives of the people they rule. They control the means of production, the salary levels and profit margins, the wealth of their nations is their personal wealth. It no longer belongs to the people. The people have no say in how wealth is garnered, stored, maintained and spent. Its only purpose is to serve the autocrats. Undermine the examples of countries where the people rule their politicians, not vice-versa, and political leadership means greater wealth for the politician, but not the nation. The power of the gun lobby over republicans is an example of putting economic gain over public benefit here at home. We, the American voters, are the greatest threat to autocrats world-wide. They would destroy the example we set when we vote out corruption, and assert our control over our government. We do that peaceably by voting. Voting is our greatest strength and best protection.
Now, Republicans, more than ever, seek to undermine the power of our vote. They lie about election fraud, poll workers, election outcomes. They fuel distrust in fellow voters. They suppress the vote of those who challenge their leadership. They accept funding from foreign governments to boost such lies. The seek to place election deniers in Secretary of State offices, on county election boards, as poll workers etc. in order to control school board, local, state and nationwide elections. Republicans are now openly autocrats. How do they get away with this ?
I taught law as an Associate Professor in the colleges of Business, Medicine, Education and Social Work while also acting as Assistant Attorney General and Associate Director of Legal Affairs for Ohio University before retiring. I always started with discourse on the Declaration of Independence, The U.S. Constitution and Bill of Rights before I even began to use the casebook we would be using for that particular academic field of study. When I began, I was looking through the lens of my own educational experience. The students soon opened my eyes to new ways of looking at their readiness to understand law. I had summed they had been given a sound background in principles of democracy, civics, government and American history. I was wrong to assume so. Such courses were no longer “mandatory for graduation” course requirements. Very few of my students even knew there are three branches of government and that each branch creates law. I first had to teach American democratic principles, policies, structures and history before the cases I would teach them to decipher. I also scheduled a second classroom two nights per week to teach English grammar and writing to those who wanted a prayer of passing my essay exams. The first batch was unintelligible, lacking sound sentence and paragraph structure, and grammar. When I wrote a sentence on the board and asked for a volunteer to diagram it, no one volunteered. Instead I faced a class full of quizzical looks. They had no idea what a diagram was and had never heard of such a thing. I only did this for my first year of teaching, when my class size of 30 plus students still allowed for the time required. Soon, my glasses grew to 200-300 and I, ashamedly, resorted to multiple choice tests.
I know how so many Americans are duped by the Republican party today. They have been undereducated for several decades. We stopped supporting public schools since integration required us to face the results of our history of racism face-to-face, with real people instead of the racial tropes we had devised to assure us of our noble humanity. Recognizing equality was a slap in the face of white America. No one likes to take a hit. Better to pretend and create the illusion of superiority, instead of openly investigating our true historical reality. The Republican party was cut in half and has regenerated a disturbing adherence to autocratic rule, even if it requires divorcing itself, and us, from reality. This is not a true political party, but a cult, based on optical illusions and fear of facing the reality that no one is superior in a true democracy. No vote is superior in a true democracy, unless Republicans gerrymander those votes. Ah, yes, that they did! It seems, they still fear that even gerrymandering is not enough. How far will they go? To armed insurrection at our Nation’s Capitol and beyond ? Guess we know the answer. Go vote.
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