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ICED OUT

Staying set apart is not so rare.

Children who are different

in whatever way offends

the most common denominator

understand and try to make amends

to be included, and not excluded

from the play, the party, the repartee

alongside lockers and desks

and walking home, along the way.

Isolation ices out those different.

Being together used to be

celebration enough for me.

Isolation even after immunization

and boosters brings PTSD

from past to present imagination.

Birthdays and weddings,

funerals and christenings

are no longer safe

for those like me.

Isolation ices out those different.

Cupcakes delivered to the door,

invitations to celebrations where new histories are born

leave those unable to attend forlorn.

We lose not only today’s events

but the connection to friends and family

forged from the past to new futures

where our existence remains unseen.

We are isolated from not only today

but from every tomorrow’s remembrance.

Isolation ices out those different.

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THE UKNOWN KNOWN

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I just did not know.

Not everyone 

thinks at the same rate,

sees as deeply or wide,

looks for each new thing,

embraces the unknowable.

Seeking the unknown

quickly, deeply, widely, freely

without knowing 

this is so

means exploring life 

alone. 

just 

did 

not 

know.

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GOOSE WALK

Walking with the geese each day

affords a few moments to play.

Strolling along the nearby ponds,

thoughts open my mind as they may.

The gaggle has broken apart

as lovers seek their true heart.

Two-by-two they pair readily.

Even geese know courting requires privacy.

Across the pond they sail,

their wake leaving a lovers’ trail

on their way to domesticity.

Soon goslings will follow

where gander allows.

Later, though flight wings have grown

young geese are not on their own.

The gaggle regroups and once it has flown.

I shall walk the pond all alone.

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GAWKING UKRAINE

Gawkers run to scenes 

which stir the blood.

Existential fear draws them on 

and eases their souls.

For a moment they

forget they are always 

alone.

Always, in all ways.

Finding companionship

wherever they may,

they push loneliness away

and hide their fear

in jeers and cheers.

Sincerity is often lost

in their witnessed strife, 

so much a part of life.

Watching without charity 

while claiming solidarity

with those who suffer

is never enough to unite us,

to overcome our aloneness.

Those who suffer await more

than witnessing and words.

Action speaks louder than words.

Weapons speak louder during war.

Zelensky clearly explains 

“I need ammunition, not a ride.”

He humbly sets aside pride

to admit what we all know. 

He is alone,

like all Ukrainians,

like each of us.

Opening boundaries 

among nations and hearts

is a good start.

We will remain alone

no matter how much we gawk

unless we do more to atone,

more to end suffering and war

we will always stand alone.

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The Sounds Of Isolation


The silence is too loud.

Thoughts scream across empty space,

then follow me to bed at night

where cacaphonous dreams replace rest

and solitudinous slumber.

Limbs collide amidst the din of broad strokes

across swollen heart strings

screeching a loud lament.

Reeds explode in pressured bursts of pain,

pealing shouts across my brow.

Constant drumming throbs a meandering beat

unbalancing my feet and mind

with words best left unsaid.

Isolation breaks the rhythm of silent speech.

Music bounces off the walls of my retreat

to this empty, safe and un-crowned house.

The silence is too loud.

I cannot hear my self think my thoughts.

The lyrics repeat the same phrase

over and over and over.

When will this end so we can begin again

to dance in the streets?

And meet for brunch before the matinee ?

When can we say, “See you later today” ?

The silence is too loud.

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Reflection on the Lonely Artist


The lonely artist is not a fiction but a prediction


of the lonely lover


awaiting to discover


who we are.


I do not know you, do I ?

How could I when I do not yet know myself?


I see you. I hear you.


You are there.


In your eyes I see myself


as a reflection,

with it inherent loss of my full energy


and being, lost in your gaze.

This leaves me lost and dazed.


All you give me is a reflection of myself.

It is not enough.


It lacks your energy. Your being

you keep for yourself,


leaving me alone, grasping air.


Perhaps this is why we choose


to love only those who appear


most like our selves.


Disenchanted when all we are


able to embrace

is the reflected self.


Give me your true self.


Give me your art


not something set apart,

but different from me.


This is the value of diversity.


This love beyond self


only comes when we see

more than our own reflection,


are given new energy,


the energy of you.


Fear keeps us apart.


We fear knowing who we are.


We fear knowing who you are.

Fearing if we love you,


we will only see

our lessened selves.

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